This year, Junior Year (the hardest year on its own), I decided to take three AP classes.
AP US History
And AP Language And Composition
This was a big mistake.
At the moment I’m a bit overwhelmed. I’ve got a million things to do from each class (non-APs included) and it’s getting to me.
Last night the only thing that saved me from complete mental breakdown was a drumstick caramel and vanilla ice cream cone.
There are days when I’m fine and days where I’m not, and most of those are the same day. There are most definitely more good days, though. I’ve only had two true rough days, both of which went with small outbursts and zero tears.
But the semester is moving along and the work load is getting heavier (it started off heavy enough). I’ve been trying my best to keep up with posts here, and so far I’m doing better than I thought I would.
While I spend most days studying for back to back quizzes and tests and concerned about the current state of my GPA, I have some moments of pure joy.
Many of them are experienced through stupid jokes during aerobics or weird noises made during lunch, but they’re things that keep me going throughout the day.
Not to mention the absolute blessing of Advanced Drama 6th period. If I can just make it to 6th period, I’ll be okay.
Which, speaking of Drama, we started a read through of what is most likely going to be our fall comedy! I’m real excited for it and will keep y’all updated in the process!
Anyways, the days have been a little rough and I’m sure there’s only more stress and worry to come once rehearsals start, but I’m looking forward to it. Stressing and worrying means I care, and as long as I don’t let it affect my mental and physical health, I’m going to be okay.
By the end of the year, I think I’ll be proud of what I’ll have accomplished. For now, that and the excitement of the play are things to look forward to!
I’m going to keep going, positive and joyful as I can, and I hope you guys will stick around for the good and the bad.
Thanks for staying with me through this little rant. I figured since it’s a personal blog, I’d let you know where I’m at as of right now. I promise Sunday and Wednesday next week will bring much better content (hopefully!)
I’ll write you all on Sunday! Love you guys.
Hi guys! Thanks so much for reading my blog post!
These past few weeks have been a wild journey of complete stress, worry, and weirdness. Once I get into the groove of things, it should all start looking up blog-wise!
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Thank you all so much, and I’ll write you all on Sunday.
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